suck 1

erm..it be a tough day for me past this few day.. i didn't sleep much..i didn't eat..i even not properly function.. my head have totally disturbed.. i didn't study for the test tonight..so i decided to update my blog.

my life is suck.. my girlfriend didn't likes me.. i thinks so.. i totally useless..

am i that suck? my gf parents didn't likes me..why? am i to negative or to naive..its that a true reason? or there were another things..

kenape aku di layan macam ni? kenapa? i never this down.. i never felt this sad.. i never felt to desperate.. the true is..i never fall in love before.. and i never have this feeling as i feel to my gf..why?